Dreams...

Okay I have to share this. The other day I had a dream. It was one of those dreams that are just so weird and so much happens that you cannot forget about it. So here is my dream that I had about a week or so ago...

My dream, from what I remember, starts with my husband telling me that he was going to his dad's for thanksgiving and only he was invited. ( So I assume that this takes place around Thanksgiving). I was furious with this. So I am yelling at him as to why he can only go. He says that they need him to come and cut the turkey. That he is only going there to cut the turkey. So I am like "WTH? Why do they need you to come and cut the turkey? Why can't they do it themselves?" and he says that he was also cooking the turkey at our house out on the grill! ( I know! The grill?) So at this point I look up out the window and suddenly realize that I am at my great grandmother's ranch and in her house. Her house was my house. The only difference was that there was a lake where the cows in the field should be.

Let me describe this house. it is large for one thing. they had a balcony that came out from the 2nd floor livingroom and it stretched the length of the house. From here you could see out into the fields where the cows roamed. Behind the house there were acres of forest. There are sliding glass doors that lead to the balcony.

So then we walk outside and I see that there is a turkey on the BBQ grill. Then suddenly there are two bears on our porch. One Black and one brown. The Brown one, which appears to be a grizzly bear, smacks my husband across his head and knocks him out. I am desperate to get him in to the house when the black bear takes a swipe at me and his claws gets stuck in my shirt. I somehow broke the bears claw and that bear goes running off the porch, yelping. But the brown bear is determined to have my husband and drags him off the steps that lead down off the porch to the ground. Unable to do anything I quickly run into the house, yelling at the kids to stay inside and away from the doors and windows and grabbing the phone to dial 911. Suddenly some how my father in law and my mom are there. I don't know if they were already there or if they just got there. I think my mom just showed up, b/c I had one of the kids try and call her on the cell phone, but she had already gotten there.

This is were my dream gets weird. Somehow I was able to rewind it and change the outcome. I rewinded to right after the brown bear knocks hubby out and the black bear swipes at me and I break its claw and then it goes running. Then this time I took the turkey and threw it down off the porch, figuring that this is what the bears were after. Pulled hubby into the house and dialed 911. Oldest child tells me that my ear is bleeding and I show her the claw from the bear. Hubby comes to and tells me to "get the gun." (we don't currently own a gun, but OK) So I find this rifle looking thing and start shooting at the bears. I got the black bear and it drops with one hit, but the brown bear took a lot of shots to finally get it down.

Then I wake up. So this dream has stuck with me and I am very curious what my dream is trying to tell me.

According to this dream guide. Black means unhappiness. Fighting or killing a bear means I will beat my enemies. Brown means money/luck, though another one said illness.

so this is my take on it. You all know that me and hubby and had rough patches. Some days we just don't get along, but for the most part we do. I think when the bear attacked and took him, I think that was me letting him go and trying to focus on me. But then in the second part of my dream when I changed that outcome, I think that was telling me that I still want him around and I don't want him to go. The fact that hubby got hit in the head and was knocked out. I think it had to do with his mouth or head, health wise. B/c get this. I did not know my hubby was in pain and I found out on Sat. that he was having horrible tooth pain. He went to the dentist on Tues. and scheduled an appt. for a root canal. One that he needed for sometime now. It was so bad that it spread to the surrounding teeth. Last Saturday I was telling hubby about a show I watched where the lady did autopsies an one of the people she did one on was very healthy and athletic and young and just died one day. It started out like the flu and then he just collapse one day and died before the ambulance arrived. She later found out that he died from an abscess in his tooth that needed a root canal. The infection spread to his blood and basically he died from an infected tooth. Blood poisoning.

I don't know what the rest of my dream means, but this part makes sense to me now.

Please tell me what you think.